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aku ga pernah berharap lebih, karena takut aku bakalan dapet hasil yang ga aku pengen. dan kejadian kayak gini terulang lagi. ga tau kenapa kali ini bikin aku down banget. aku ngerasa ga pengen milih pilihan yang lain. aku udah usaha biar ga nginget ini. tp setelah hampir bisa nenangin diri, malah fakta yang lain muncul dan itu bikin tambah nge down. mungkin keberuntungan aja yg lagi capek berpihak sama aku kali ini. semoga aja gitu. amin

why were u teasing me? were u having fun enough? i’ll tell you, that was me! really me! really who i iam. and i did nothing to that. thanks before. but your word were really mean. why? have been amazed? couldn’t believe it? envy? whateva. at last i wanna tell you that it was hurting me. you can’t recognize it, well, i’m smart enough to hiding my true-feelings.